Grief is not linear. It circles back. It wakes you at night with memories you can’t shake. It leaves you asking questions you never thought you’d dare voice aloud: Why did this happen? Where were You? Will I survive this?
 
How Long, O Lord? is a 30-day devotional for those living in the long ache of loss. Each day begins with a raw grief question, followed by a poetic reflection that speaks honestly to sorrow, and ends with a prayer and journaling prompt to help you meet God in the middle of your ache.
 
This book doesn’t push you toward tidy answers or quick fixes. Instead, it offers space to lament, words to borrow when your own feel thin, and small practices that help you breathe again. Scripture becomes a handrail when you feel unsteady. Prayer becomes a whisper you can rest in, even when you don’t have strength to believe.
 
These pages are for the shattered-yet-still-believing, the ones who refuse to give up on God even when nothing makes sense. Here, you’ll find a Savior who does not flinch at your honesty, a Spirit who prays when you can’t, and a Father who holds every tear in His hand.
 
This is not a journey toward resolution. It is a slow walk with the God who joins you in the ashes—not with answers, but with His presence.